You Are What You Say You Are: The reason for my blog.
For the past seven years, I have been living in denial. I have known about my weight gain, but I never really accepted it. When I thought of myself, it was just like the skinny active me (from 10 years ago), in fact, I still do. Then... then..., I would see a picture of myself, and how heart breaking it is. I have become something I promised myself that I never would become.
I feel shame.
I feel embarrassment.
I feel self loathing.
I feel sad.
I feel undesirable.
I feel helpless.
I feel tired.
I feel determined to trim my figure.
But I also have been missing one thing:
So I decided to become accountable. I have made myself many promises. All broken. But with you, I will keep them. I will answer to you.
No more denial. No more putting it off. Today is now, and it always will be; today, I will begin the change today!
Evelyn Campbell Curtis